Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good.

Dedicated to my best housemate ever!!!

2009-11-27T10:34:00.000-08:00

The winner of the best housemate award goes to

*drum rolls*

(I know damn lame la but bear with me)

NOUVEENA CHAI

(how we just can't get anyhow more bimbotic)

so hard to phrase that sentence right

haha. don't lie Nou

you know it's coming for you..

Oh gosh!!

I miss this biatch.. the most fantabulous person I've ever met..

so sorry that i only saw her post that has like a whole paragraph and my notorious quote in her blog.. haven't been blog reading for a long long time..

Thanks for finishing my sentence standing by me and leaving sweet comments for me when it my "downest"( i know this word does not exist) moments in Perth..

Thanks for drinking with me through the night and laughing at people that I depiseD(note the past tense)

Thanks for staying back for that couple more minutes in the kitchen/common area/living room/lounge(dragon lady u have to do something bout your house) to catch up on gossips

Thanks for enriching my fashion style

Thanks for your chemistry notes

Thanks for making me all gleed up with paw paw

Veena Always rub it in my face bout my brains..

Please.. I'm no way near smart or intelligent

I can't tell the difference between onion and garlic and I can't recognize roads and has total zero sense of direction

whereas with Veena..

it's like I'm walking with a living compass..

I promise I will update Sunday Runway Project..

I PROMISE!!!

(when I find something worth blogging like when i wear yellow top with purple leggings and green flats)

Please continue to pray for me babe..

for you.. and the endless chatting session

i insist to STAY and grow my roots deep and strong in Perth.. Australia

Enjoy your holidays babe

*begging my parents hard for me to detour in KL*

we will strive for our Burberry bags and Gucci heels together babe!!

Another Rant

2009-10-11T14:29:00.000-07:00

It's 5.36 am and I can't sleep..

But I have absolutely no drive to study

My exam is in another 27 hours

But I would rather waste the 97200 seconds of my life right now

Updating my blog which died when I was having fun

Facebooking as usual like an addict

I don't know which part of me has gone wrong

one or two years back.. i would actually care to study even though it's the night before the exams

Now!!

I just feel like giving up!!

TOTALLY!!

Where has my drive to study gone to??

I am blardy STRESSED and

I don't want to end up like the freaking kid in that picture

*Even though I'm already half way there*

I'm stressed yet I am bored..

I wouldn't even be bothered to pick up the damn book and read something..

And I was darn stupid to sell my chem and phyiscs textbook beginning this year..

FTW!!!

And I hate being stressed

Because it gives me all the more reasons to eat comfort food

then my hips will end up like the picture above..

*not like I still have a long way to go to end up like that*

Australia is a curse

Like what veena had said

It's a curse

For people like me

who are not born thin and has an freaking low metabolism rate

and yet eat like a freaking pig

From all the eating out during cell lunch and the late night eating during cell groups and the frequent dinner plans and lalalala

GREASE has became my last name

and FATS have been the permanent resident in my body

WTH!!

I don't want to be on a diet my whole life..

How can some girls eat and never get fat?!?!?!

DAMN YOU

SKINNY BITCHES

p.s. I am also very very blessed here with awesome people.. just that I tend to complain more when I blog

or shall I say I tend to blog when i want to complain

After all this is the place where I can output my frustration

and hopefully mark my journey of growth

p.p.s GOD, I need your strength in me...

RAH!!!

2009-10-09T22:17:00.000-07:00

I don't know why but i like to update my blog at the busiest time of my life

My unproductive holiday is

GONE

yeah

I know I have been slacking the whole year

I know I only study like the night before the test

I know sometimes i even go for my test without studying at all

I know I skipped classes more than I go for classes

I know I took my college life for granted

I know i keep repeating the same old mistake of procrastination

I know I have utterly and officially lost my drive to

STUDY

FML..

I haven't started anything for my semester two exams (except for one Applic exam paper *see Yi Ting, I'm not killing trees for no reasons*) and half of the time I wasn't even in class

Even if I am physically in class

My mind would wonder like miles and miles away

I don't want exams!!!

p.s. I wanted to blog bout my bday but was too busy doing unproductive stuff.. so yeah.. I am inefficient and screwed!!!! so the post is still kept in the draft section..

BREATHE

2009-09-17T16:42:00.000-07:00

I can hear the clock ticking

I can hear my heart pounding

I can hear my own breath

I know

Time is running out

I regret for taking my life for granter here...

I need to find a new strength

The strength in Christ

To pull through this

Too fat for fashion

2009-09-05T02:49:00.001-07:00

went to the city to have lunch with Rar Rar after work..

then found out that it is Perth Fashion Festivel

Too bad I didn't have my camera..

So, you guys have to suffer with this lousy quality video

I just happen so to walk into a fashion show

and mind you

This is like my very first fashion show

the real ones

by top designers from WA

not those stupid Kuching Ah-Lien inspired fashion show

by the streets

And I realized a few things

1) We are all too fat for fashion

These girls are like chopsticks..

Tall and skinny

When I say skinny they are darn skinny

It's not so scary to see them on videos.. they look "normal"..

Watch them on videos and imagine bout like 10-15 pounds off them

"Cameras makes you look 10 pounds heavier"

Imagine me, watching them live and less than 1m away from the runway..

sometimes I wonder how do all the organs like intestines, bones, lungs and lalala

fit into a body of such narrow diameter

And everybody knows that Australia is one of the fattest nation

but during the show..

I felt like I went into the fashion lookbook of Africa

where people are fashionably skinny

2) There's no such thing as an Asian model

Probably we are not tall enough for them

Probably our skin is too yellow for them

Probably our eyes are too small for them

Probably our hips are too wide for them

Probably it's not even our fault

3) There's no such thing as a plus size model

simple!!

Plus size are just too big for the runway

there's not even a single NORMAL looking model

Even those girls standing by the door

giving out brochures for the Fashion Festival are so darn skinny

4)The thinner you are

The more skin you show

It's true...

Although they are so so so thin

they will never have enough cloth to cover

Haha.. yet they cover the ones who are not as thin

Merdeka!!

2009-08-31T00:48:00.000-07:00

Since today is Malaysia National Day, I shall start blogging in BM..

Just for TODAY!!!

Kita anak Malaysia yang sangat patriotik.. Kali-kali tulis esei puji puji Malaysia tetapi kadang-kala seperti hypocrite sahaja...

Kita anak Malaysia, berbangsa Cina, Melayu dan lain-lain, tetapi suka pergi ke luar negara untuk belajar.. Selepas belajar di luar negara, tak pernah pulang ke Malaysia

Kita anak Malaysia tetapi peta Malaysia pun tak faham.. Peta MRT Singapura dari Tanjong Pager ke orchard Road ke Vivo City dapat hafal

Kita anak Malaysia, belajar Bahasa Melayu untuk lulus dalam SPM sahaja. Selepas persekolahan, apa-apa berkaitan dengan tatabahasa pulang ke Cikgu juga..

Kita anak Malaysia, selalu membuat aduan dan menyaksikan politik Malaysia seperti menonton drama OC

Kita anak Malaysia, apabila belajar di luar negara.. kena ketawa orang asing Bahasa Inggeris kita sucks

Kita anak Malaysia yang begitu patritik sehingga saat untuk pergi ke Khidmat Negara terus cabut dengan memohon untuk belajar di luar negara..

Kita anak Malaysia yang begitu mencintai tanah tumpah kita sehingga kita belajar dengan tekun and berkerja di luar negara...

ya!! Kita anak Malaysia...

Merdeka!!!!

**My BM now sucks to the core... go ahead and laugh laugh laugh... I haven't used BM for like 8 months or more already k???

Happy National Day Malaysia.. YOU'RE SO OLD NOW!!!

AWESOMENESS...

2009-08-18T18:59:00.000-07:00

AWESOME!!

I think

Pink is AWESOME

Camwhoring is AWESOME

Rach's AWESOME-EST camwhore pic

Dance is AWESOME

LV is AWESOME

My cell members are AWESOME

My Lo Kung is super AWESOME
Always listen to me talk and talk and keep talking

My housemate and her Mechanical Engineering Gang are AWESOME people

Fuzion is AWESOME

AWESOME birthday celebration
where Kathleen's dance and acting was AWESOME-R

Having dinner with Rar Rar and XY is AWESOME
And my parents paid that night.. so one level up from awesome

My cookies and milk with my favourite book is AWESOME

Shopping is AWESOME
Obviously the blonde in there is not me

Rar Rar is definitely Awesome k?
My favourite person in the world..

Spending time with my girls in Swan Valley where
everyone was asked for their ID and I was not
thou I'm the only underage was
AWESOME

My Kuching friends are AWESOME
I miss you all.. clay.. I shall drop by SG to visit you again..

This woman next to me is totally not AWESOME la
she's FANTABULOUS
my partner in crime..
put us in a room and you won't get a second of silence

Illegal drinking made legal with my Dad
more than AWESOME

My family is way beyond AWESOME

Taking pics for my daddy and rar rar screams AWESOME

My manufacturers are AWESOME

The reason I am posting this awesome-list is because
I will be disappearing from the internet for 40 hours and won't be eating for 40 hours in conjunction with the 40 hour famine
I hope you people out there will donate and support those poor kids in Africa

GAGA

2009-08-14T21:07:00.000-07:00

GAGA

IT'S THE Gaga FEVER NOW!!!

I think she has this weird look but still people adore her like CRAZY

"Let's have some fun this beat is sick.. I wanna take a ride on your disco stick..."

2009-08-12T20:22:00.002-07:00

It's back!!!
I can't wait for September..
because all the series is going to be out
And I will no longer be deprived of series anymore..
I found this new series

"melrose place"
looks damn nice
and Ashlee simpson is in it too..
not that i'm a big fan of her

MIA

2009-08-11T07:21:00.000-07:00

I have been missing in action for a long long time

MIA=missing in action

I have been watching the little nyonya..
Yes Evan.. you've got me addicted to the series..

I'm done with the series..
I so need to concentrate on my studies.. have been bunking classes since the third day of school
I have to pray to God to bless me
haha
bless me in my studies
bless me to fins a job
bless in that my freaking sore throat will recover

Anyways, Nouveena and I came out with this brilliant idea

It's called the sunday runway project...
For girls like us who are into camwhoring and dolling up
it has only been a week so nothing much yet..
But but but..
there's more to come..

2009-08-09T19:11:00.000-07:00

sorry for ignoring my blog for so so so so so long

I'M BACK and will be updating...

CHEM TEST IN 45 MINUTES

Good luck babe... and good luck to me..

visit sunrunproject.blogspot.com

Movie Craze!!!

2009-05-29T18:39:00.000-07:00

Have been on a movie craze this week..

not only movie.. series too!!!

Every series is having there season finale.. I'm gonna be so bored so the next few months

Desperate Housewives has one of the best best best finale this season
Ah!!

Thank God Gossip Girl ended..
Not sure whether they will have a new season but for me
It's getting boring
the same story always revolves around the same people
But if there's a new season I will still watch it

I don't know whether 90210 had ended but I will just download anything and watch

I have been watching movie and rewatching old movies recently

Went to the cinema with phil. philip, jordan, dex(de xin), Michael to watch night at the museum 2

It's so so so lame but funny
funny like shit
but I think the first one is way way way better

then went to watch ghost of girlfriends past with dex phil and jordan

the movie was ok
I think it a bit overrated
it not like
"h my god!! it's so nice!! lalala..."

Watch "The notebook" on my lappie

Gosh!!
Nicholas Sparks is a genuis
the movie was GOOD
GREAT
AWESOME

rewatched august rush with my dear sister over dinner
awesome movie

watched wild child AGAIN for the 6785387245th time
still love it

haha
I know..
I'm siaw
everyone is like so worried bout the coming exams and I keep on going out and watch movies and bake and skip class and facebook and lalalalalala

will update with my cell outing
we went to the beach.. so so so fun!!

Updates after a LONG time

2009-05-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

I know this blog has been dead since April

Anyways,

life has been good

life has been bad

life has been boring

but life has been interesting

Life has been fun

I have two freaking tests tomorrow and I know on shit bout it

I shit you not

I wan not in college for 3 WEEKS

and the tests are gonna be about things that I do not know

Congratulate me!!

I know

I'm screwed!!!

Haha.. the best thing is

I know I didn't get the JPA things for good

God has a plan for me

And His plan wants me to be in Perth.

And thanks to all my friends who said

"dun worry mien.. cheer up"

when I told them the news..

Lolz..

Don't worry people..

I'm FINE!!

will come back with something worth posting

Thanks Yi Ting for reminding me to update my dead blog

She was like

"har?! you really did not update your blog"

Haha..

SYTYCD videos again!!

2009-04-06T23:50:00.000-07:00

I can't help it

Too bored to blog bout anything
and have been watching videos and eating since I got back

Enjoy watching..

I think Supple is a freaking smart and creative
Asian hip hop choreographer in Australia

Coolest Grandma Ever

2009-04-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

Tabitha: When the theater is in pain, I come to mend the wound

Tabitha: I like to swim naked. I like how the water feels when it glides off my ass.

Tabitha: You could take on Tracy. When it comes to class, brains, and beauty, my dear, she's no match for you
Debbie: Tabitha, I think that's the nicest thing you've ever said to me
Tabitha: That's okay, I won't remember it in the morning

Tabitha: You've gotta sing like your privates are on fire!

Tabitha: I need to finish my memoirs before my friend Virgnia does. We've slept with all the same people.

Tabitha: Look at her ass. You could crack an egg on it.

Tabitha [on fighting philosophy]: Never worry about being fair. Just grab on to those jewels and twist then like a garbage bag

.

Quotes from 90210 TV Series..

Love This

2009-04-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

Mei's cheesecake

2009-03-31T11:10:00.000-07:00

Rar Rar's disasterous birthday cake for my dear daddy!!!

durian flavor one!!

Love ya lots, Mei!!

I miss you all the way in Perth..
From Kuching!!

argh!!

2009-03-31T05:46:00.000-07:00

I cut my own finger!!!

AH!!

Hospital Attachment...

2009-03-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

5 days

23rd March-27th March

Tiring
Punctuality
Disgusting
Boring
Inspiring
premature babies
birth defect
pneumathorac
sufferings
A & E(anything and everything)
E & T(emergency and trauma)
discouraging
sarcasm
a bitch
contradicting
horrendous
interesting

and lastly

EYE OPENING

The BEST apple strudel..

2009-03-24T08:31:00.000-07:00

I have a damn sweet tooth

I love cakes, cookies, pastries, pies, chocolates and so on
I love desserts that are not too sweet that will hurt my teeth
I love something sweet!!!

And I've been in Perth for 2 months and my sister never tell me about this famous apple strudel in Perth..
When I walked into the shop with my sister,
everyone buys the apple strudel ONLY
AND it's huge.. like damn huge..
then the people working in the shop speaks French
at least I think it's French

I carried two of these long and big boxes of strudels
all theway from Perth to SG to KCH
so scared that I will topple it.. carrying it so carefully with me..

Then when I first tasted it at home

It tastes like heaven
It's not awefully sweet
and the custard and cream cheese filling is a perfect blend to the strudel
after refrigerating it for days in the fridge
the puff pastry is still not dry and
the caramelized apple is so nice
I can literally taste the apple sweet
and not the sugarly sweet

I still have a lot at home..
Gonna indulge myself in this sweet and sinful treat everyday..
Go buy it people..
It's nice!!!!

NORE!! Go buy it.. Kim will love it..

HOME!!

2009-03-22T08:35:00.003-07:00

20th March 2009
Went to school then back home at 3 pm, after hugging nearly everyone in school goodbye..
Don't worry people.. I will be back soon..

cell member

Went to the city with Mei to run some errands and buy some stuff.. We were in a great rush because my decision to come home was made very last minute. I'm skipping 3 weeks of school and then the college is having two weeks of break.. So all in all i skipped like 5 weeks of school..
YEAH!!!
Then, came home and went to cell group..

aw~ cell group people are awesomely nice. I as surprised that Joey and Ronald decided to show up and then phil, phillip, jordan and even yazid were there too..

Evan and I

around 10.30pm.. Mei, Pauline, Phil and I left Florence's house to go to pick up Pia..
Pia is a very anointed lady and she wanted to send me off.. super nice lady.. she got me this delicate notebook and wrote me a letter before I left.. Thanks dear!!

Everyone had to pull some of my hair.. a special way to say goodbye..

Then I boarded the plane.. at 12.20 am
*******

21st March 2009
Suffering in the plane with uncivilised ang mos..
Talking as loud as they can.. GOSH !! BUDGET AIRLINE!!!
landed in SG and didn't do much..
I met up with Daryl and his friend Zhong Ren for lunch in NYDC and went shopping in Takashimaya..
It's fun shopping with two guys.. because I'm looking for presents for several people..
**********

22nd March 2009
Landed in kuching at 9 am and yes!!
I hugged my parents so tight and I'm so happy to see them
My very first breakfast in Kuching is none other than

LAKSA!!
You can just imagine how much I have eaten since the minute I set foot in Kuching..
My grandma treat me to dinner with a scrumptious spread of local food..
all sorts of food!!! buttered prawns.. hot plate taufu.. sweet and sour fish and bla bla bla..
Thanks grandma!!!
*********

Bottom line is..
SUPER BLOATED AND DAMN FULL
and continue to be fatter...

I'm Going HOME!!!

2009-03-12T04:48:00.000-07:00

I want to go home

I have always wanted to go home

But I never book my tickets even though

MAS has cheap fare last few wks ago
Tigers has cheap fare last few wks ago
and Nore has already booked her tickets

It's because..
I wouldn't dare to go home if my SPM results sucks

But now..

I'm going home..
back to home sweet home

where I do no have to eat frozen rockmelon from the freezer
because my fridge is too small
where I don't have to eat sandwiches everyday
where I don't have to swallow my own atrocious food
where I can eat home cooked meals everyday
where I can the people I love and those who love me everyday
where I can have chendol and laksa for less than 10 ringgit
where I don't have to convert the currency everytime I shop
where I can lie down in my own bedroom
where I can eat eggs and throw away the egg yolk without feeling guilty because eggs are so cheap in M'sia

I want to GO HOME!!!
I wish I could jump home immediately
and hug my parents tightly

Mum, Dad, Aunty Alice, Fion, Morgan, Joash, Jesse and many many more..
hang on there..
I'm coming HOME!!!
I really miss you all..

CONGRATS to all SPM people
we can finally close the chapter of high school in our life completely

Thanks to those who have congratulated me
Thanks to Aunty(Nore's mum) who emailed me
Thanks to my daddy for emailing me my results slip and make me burst into tears within these 4 walls
Thanks to God
The BIG guy up there who have blessed my friends and I through this phase of our lives

AH!!!
bring me home at this instant!!!

Too Much snacks..

2009-03-04T05:02:00.000-08:00

I am so in love with eating anything and everything with milk

especially oreo

and digestive biscuits

Anything that is dunked in milk is NICE!!!

Last counted:
I have finished a whole box of Arnotts' family assorted
3 tubes of oreos
3 tubes of marie biscuits
and Nutella
and tons of bread
and a lot more food
IN ONE MONTH!!!!

Not counting the normal meals i eat.. That's just snacks!!

AH!! So fat!!!

Not forgetting the endless Subway feast!!!!!!

Indian Thriller

2009-02-28T02:38:00.000-08:00

watch this

2009-02-26T01:43:00.000-08:00

100th POST!!!

2009-02-19T08:53:00.000-08:00

I am so self obsessed.
so, for my 100th post,
It's all gonna be pictures of me... and friends..
through the years..

Most emo pic ever taken and trust me.. it's sorta candid

Nore and I in my house

two ah lien wanna-be-s

love?

the girl next to me is such a jenny humprey wannabe

This is what two vain guys will ask you to do when they crash ur house because you are stalked by ur HAMSAP neighbour

My bodyguards..

si gui nore.. point at me

AFTER orientation on the way to Vickery house:

I

LOVE

YOU

seriously, I don't know what to do without this gal with me in Perth
She has been a perfect friend to me

on the way to perth:

In brunei

In nore's relative's house

During orientation:

Ashley's party 2008

GREEN themed photo shoot..
year 2009

Miss you guys LOADS
not the actual photos from the shoot because waiting for mei to bring the pics home

wonder does she remember to bring the pics home for me or not

skype with me people
I miss you guys

TODALLEY

sae is crying in the last shot.. haha.. jk

taken by clay.. i think

they say this is my trademark leg open wide wide
LOL!!!

before going to Nore's house for Kim's bday

Last week in Kuching
In ION'S house
year 2009

I miss you, blond biatch..
ur foochow-ness and loud talking

The day I sprained my ankle before coming to perth while making videos with Fion

Spring camwhoring during Aaron's farewell dinner:
year 2009

the one in the middle die first
:'(

Ashley's Party 2008:

POST SPM PARTY 2008

I nominate this the best pic of the year

Gavel night 2006/2005
can't remember

Noor saara.. she's so sweet..

FION!! We took a pic long time ago and we never know!!!

Wizard of Oz performance:
year 2006

Morgan, I miss you dude!!!

KL Trip 2006

Starting to adapt to the "laid back" lifestyle of Perth
But still can't stop missing you guys back there

OH! So nice!!!

2009-02-19T08:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday, Dad!!!

2009-02-17T07:18:00.000-08:00

Daddy!!
Happy birthday!!!

Even though I might be more than 3000 miles away from home
away from you
but I love you dearly.
Just like how you love me..
You've given your very best to this family
all these while
You've forgiven Mei and I for all the things
we have said
we have done
those that might hurt you badly
You've put up with all the rows we had with mum
You've put up with all my demanding requests
and spoilt behavior
and my complaints

But daddy, I know you've given you best to the 2 demanding women at home
And I love you so much dy!!

I miss you..
I miss home
I miss eating those time where I have to eat dinner with you so quickly everynight to rush to tuition
I miss your lecturing in the car
I miss your science class in the car
I miss you picking me up from tuition
I miss you picking me up from school

PERTH!

2009-02-14T10:24:00.000-08:00

Too bored during the flight

Too bored during orientation

Beach trip with Nore nore and family

My favourite banana doll

Worst sunburn ever..

One of the best home cooked pasta I've ever tasted
The cook should be damn proud k?

My trip to King's Park.. The park is damn nice

Too bored so only can camwhore

My messy room but now it's cleaner and tidier..

Need to go out nearly everyday to kill boredom..

*to be updated*

Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T05:20:00.000-08:00

Valentine's Day is so WTF to me right now

Haha

But at least I went to the beach bash in the morning and dance practice in the afternoon

Other than that, I spent my night
sleeping and ate
my alphabet Spaghetti from a can
indulging in ice cream
chocolates and cookies dunk in milk
watching a walk to remember

All by MYSELF
on Valentine's night

I know..
What a romantic night I had with me,myself and I!!!

******
I've found out I have too many ranting post

So, I'm gonna be cheerful and say

Happy Valentine's Day

I LOVE you all..
ALL...

*to be updated*

When I feel emo

2009-02-12T07:24:00.000-08:00

When I feel so darn emo..

It's not because I have to spend Valentine's day here
all alone and single

It's not because I have to think and convert everything and multiply by 2.5 here when I need to buy something because I'm using my parents' or sister's money

It's not because I have to walk to school and walk back from school
under the scorching sun everyday

It's not because I have to use the stupid bus in Perth nearly everyday

It's not because I will gain weight here from eating all the junk everyday

It's not because I could hardly find another close friend like Nore and Fion here

It's not because I didn't have authentic Chinese food during CNY
(I had)

It's not because I have to cook for myself

It's not because I miss eating Laksa and Kolo Mee
(I do miss kch food)

It's not because I feel so threaten by the kiasu students here

It's because I don't know how frigging long do I need to wait to see my family and friends again

Please Skype!!!!
Stop being a bitch to me when I try to skype with my parents!!!

I love you guys..

P.S. they are nice people in Perth la..
I meet lots of new friends but I still miss you all back there..

Chemistry Joke

2009-02-12T06:13:00.000-08:00

My lecturer for Chemistry show the whole class this joke
It's so NERD

but funny in a way

element Name: WOMANIUM

	Symbol: WO
	Atomic Weight: (don't even go there)
	Physical properties: Generally soft and round in form. Boils at nothing and may freeze any time. Melts when treated properly. Very bitter if not used well.
	Chemical properties: > Very active; > Highly unstable; > Possesses strong affinity with gold, silver, platinum, and precious stones; > Violent when left alone; > Able to absorb great amounts of exotic food, ...... in particular, carbonated fermented wine juice and rare fish eggs; > Turns slightly green when placed next to a better specimen;
	Usage: Highly ornamental. An extremely good catalyst for dispersion of wealth. Probably the most powerful income reducing agent known.
	Caution: Highly explosive in inexperienced hands

Element Name: MANIUM

	Symbol: XY
	Atomic Weight: 180 +/- 50
	Physical properties: > Solid at room temperature, but gets bent out of shape easily; > Fairly dense and sometimes flaky; > Difficult to find a pure sample; > Due to rust, aging samples are unable to conduct electricity as easily as young samples.

	Chemical properties: > Attempts to bond with WO (WOMANIUM) any chance it gets. > Also tends to form strong bonds with itself. > Becomes explosive when mixed with KD Element (CHILDIUM) for prolonged period of time.
	Neutralize: By saturating with alcohol.
	Usage: None known. Possibly good methane source. Good samples are able to produce large quantities on command.
	Caution: In the absence of WO (WOMANIUM), this element rapidly decomposes and begins to smell.

chap goh mei

2009-02-09T02:01:00.000-08:00

Last night of CNY

A Chinese Valentine's day

but too bad

I'm in Australia

How I wish to celebrate with you guys back in Kuching

How I long for the sumptuous spread of steamboat food

good companion

and lame jokes with you all back in Kuching

When we were all so blonde and "blacktoothing" each other in Nore's house

How I miss the celebration with my grandmother back in Kuching

Haih~

I want a decent Chinese New Year spread of food

to sum up this celebration

college

2009-02-05T02:15:00.000-08:00

It's only the third day of college

and I'm complaining already

Look at the frustration in me!!!
First day was plain boring
Anson, Charmaine and I who sat together during Physics class already started pass notes to each other
Notes as in notes like
"oh my God!! This class is boring"
kind of notes k?
Not the notes notes k?
Not that nerd

Going crazy..

Then 2nd day of college was great..
I only have 2 classses
ELACS and accounting
Gosh..
I love the accounting teacher
he is mean and quirky and interesting
I won't fall asleep in his class
he keeps asking questions and
he is damn sarcastic
DAMN
sarcastic
e.g.
"Sean, pick someone to answer this question for you."
"willie"
"so Willie, since now you've been identified as an icon of knowledge
give me the answer.. what's the capital?"

and 3rd day of college is just damn stress
When the Physics teacher starts to teach
I'm like LOST
I could barely remember anything form SPM
The Physics teacher talks so fast
I catch nothing
and he expects us to do a lot self study at home
Do I look like I'm the type that study at home??

Then Chemistry class
I was LOST
the atomic number of oxygen is 8 not 16
you know y?
because in Australia
atomic number is the number of protons
Mass number is the nucleon number
but in Malaysia
we study that atomic mass for oxygen is 16
meaning atomic number is 16 la

SO CONFUSING
it is way harder to unlearn something than to learn something new
RIGHT~

And those students from other part of the world
All freaking smart k?
they can use a graphic calculator
They know what does a y=log 3x graph in high school and I don't
They finish their work up to question 10
and I'm still stuck at question 3
They know dilation in Maths
And I'm like what's that freaking term doing in Maths
And the teacher said
"This week is just revison. you should have known all these back then.Know them like the back of your hand"
I was like WHAT??!!
And my brain just SHUT DOWN!!!

PLEASE LA!!
I'm NOT a nerd k?
Even though Perth is so darn boring
I would rather spent my time camwhoring than studying

Anyways,
Monday is the last day of CNY
and I haven't had a decent Chinese meal
not even proper chinese noodles or steamboat or Chinese food
So SAD k?

All I've been eating all these while is
frozen and heat up pies
BREAD
I mean a lot of bread k?
ranging from baguette,bagel, wholemeal, white bread la la la..
And I bought them cheap and in bulks when the shops were about to close
So have been eating refrigerate sandwiches
cakes(those frozen kind then you have to microwave them)
and the worse food I've been eating is
my own atrocious cooking

Nore, sorry for the diarrhea I've caused you due to my cooking/food

RANDOM!!!

Meaningful

2009-02-01T02:59:00.000-08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I? am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your?heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is?falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the?world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right?one, so that when we finally meet the person,?we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10.. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and?know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

I need medical attention

2009-01-30T21:51:00.000-08:00

This is what happens when you went to the beach
in the country
that has the thinnest ozone layer in the WORLD

This is the best picture I could get for my right shoulder
I couldn't get a good one for my left shoulder

This is how bad my sunburn turn out to be after 5 days..

I went to the beach on Monday and it was frigging hot

I went to the same beach again on Wednesday with Nore's family
and it was frigging cold

And I have never gotten such BAD sunburn before
I have boils.. all over my shoulder to my upper back!!!!

I can't wear strapless shirt for I don't know how long
because it looks so disgusting!!!!

p.s. i was wearing a shirt

I need medical attention!!!

This is for you!!!

2009-01-29T06:02:00.000-08:00

LEONARD SIM YANG YANG

This post is specially dedicated to you

since you've requested for it

I know you are enjoying the attention

So accept this as a far away gift that I am giving you all the way from Perth k?

Don't get jealous because I mention other people's name more thanI've mentioned yours k?

I miss you, dude

Miss going to the movies with you

Miss the gossiping and chit chatting with you and Terrence in Garden Hill

When you guys indulge in you Chardonnay

And I 'll just sip on my strawberry and banana smoothie

Take care pilot

and I will be back soon

do remember how to get to my house

because I can't drive yet..

Love you to bits

and please be a Kuching boy at heart

You know what people always say about pilots

JUST JOKING!!

Chaoz..

My new room in Perth

2009-01-28T03:19:00.000-08:00

This is how my room looks like
I need to clean up

see the little edge on my bed..
tat's where I slept last night.. sad right~

will show you guys the room again after I've cleaned it k?

Anyways, went to the city for lunch and damn.. I took 2 hrs to get there and another 2 hrs to get back because I was so unfamiliar with the bus route..

urgh!!

2009-01-27T06:53:00.000-08:00

I'm starting to hate my Macbook now

YES!!!
hear me loud and clear

I'm starting to dislike mac

At first when I iChat with my friends
everybody could hear each other except for me
because some confusion with sync the laptop to another laptop

Then later I wanted to transfer things to my external hard disk but can't
due to some Time Machine thing
which I don't even know
then now I have a hell lots of things on the desktop
and makes my laptop lag a lot
A LOT

then later
download Limewire and doesn't work

Then download skype
doesn't work

download FrostWire
doesn't work

I don't even know what to use to download movies and series

then now got this Microsoft Messenger thing for mac
(according to the website)
downloaded
can't change my display pics because the pictures are in different format

I don't know why it's only my Mac having this sort of problems

so frustrated now

I miss homeupdated

2009-01-27T06:19:00.000-08:00

I miss home so much

I keep on telling myself what have I gotten myself into

Perth is kind of boring

Everywhere closes at 5pm
But everything is so different here
Nobody cares what you have achieved in the past
You are a brand new person to them
Exactly what I needed
A brand new start
Leaving behind those drama and bitch fights
But it also means that I am leaving
My family and friends and some of the best memories behind
all the way back in kuching

But I keep telling myself
All my days back in Kuching was well-spent
Up till my very last day in Kuching

At least I had said enough goodbyes to my friends and family
Fion, you biatch!!
I miss you!!

Now it's just Nore and I
My bestest besties with me
Taking care of each other in Perth
Two blur girls
awaiting for the holidays to be home
to be back to Malaysia
to be with the hugs and kisses from those we love
But you know what..
College hasn't really started yet
And we miss home like

CRAZY!!

Will be back soon..

gonna update bout:
orientation
beach
my new room
and household chores

sorry

2009-01-25T08:13:00.000-08:00

sorry

gonna update soon

as long as i get my internet connection

OH EM GEE

2009-01-21T02:51:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, Nore, me and tons of other new friends we made in Perth
started walking to some kinda of so called supermarket in South Perth.
It's called Broadway.
On the way there, GOSH!!!
When we were crossing the road this stupid driver honk at us..
When we have crossed the road,
he spinned his tyres and made that so called cool sound to express his frustration and drove past really quickly
I saw him pointing middle finger back at all of us..

My first reaction was of course:
"FUCK YOU!!!
YOU FUCKING WHITE RACIST ARROGANT AUSTRALIAN MORON!!!"

so racist.. but that's only one incident

some australians are rather friendly..

anyways.. to be updated.. Nore is standing right next to me..

Rants on Perth

2009-01-17T21:56:00.000-08:00

Nore and I just got internet connection today
In perth
We arrived yesterday on the 17th of January

And let me tell you this..

Be frigging grateful that you are in Kuching k?
And not leaving your home
your family
and friends behind in Kuching

Because being out here...
the idea of being independent is so not not not nice

You think it's damn nice to study oversea...
Do visit the dorm I'm staying in Trinity College..
No wireless connection
No fan
Share bathroom
Spotlight bedroom(damn hot k?)
Heater that stays in the room but doesn't work
All the furniture is coated with dust
No escalator

DAMN IT!!!!!

Everything you need to convertby multiplying it to 2.5
And my mum brought some of the surrency long ago at the rate of 2.9

See???!!!
Everything is darn expensive here...

BTW..

To be updated..
I don't have any photos with me right now..

Gee!!!
I miss you all..
Morgan, Fion, Joash, Sarah and ETC!!!!
My mum and dad of cuz...

My last day in KCH

2009-01-15T08:42:00.000-08:00

To be updated

Packing like shit now.

Anyways..
I got to hang out with Joash, Fion, Saewah and Clay today

My very last day in Kuching

I know I have said this word many times in my other posts

And I'm going to say it again

We had a BLAST!!

picture taken from sarah's blog
love ya all
muchos..

Thanks sae.. you make me look so emo.. exactly how I fell..

MUACKSZ!!!

I found..

2009-01-13T07:28:00.000-08:00

I went to Fion's house yesterday

It's sad because it's like our very last time to hang out together

And my title " I found" doesn't mean nothing k?

I really found two besties..

Two girls..
Two friends..
Two more sisters..

I feel so sad

Sad that I've Fion to be my best friend a little too late
We didn't have enough time to hang out together

Sad that three of us couldn't have enough time to hang out with the two of them

But at least..
We had the best memories together..

camwhored like mad

After Nore left..
Fion and I made lots of videos..

So fun k?
We had a real BLAST!!!

I love them
I love Nore and Fion so much

Even though I only started hanging out with Fion not long ago
(Thanks to someone)*sarcasm*
it's like I've known her for a long time
We had si much to talk bout
laugh about

And Nore
Is my old old best friend
all started by car pooling each other
then PMR stdy group
Then best friend till nnow

How I wish i still have time for Joash and Morgan

OMG!!

To be updated..

Fion, just know that Nore and I treasure our friendship a lot k?
We can still oovoo a lot after we left..

I am SO SO SO SO EMO now

I'm so gonna miss my friends here..

It takes two.... legs to walk...

2009-01-13T06:35:00.000-08:00

I sprained my freaking leg

from dancing

in Fion's room

Haha..

But it was fun

I fell the night before I took the pics
can you see the bruise on my right foot?

Fion even had a video of my falling but

It was too embarassing

Fion, do not post it up..
haha.. it's only for the both of us to keep

It was so painful the next day
so I had to put my legs like how Nore does it

Honestly when I just fell,
I didn't feel anything
and kept dancing with Fion

very fun k?

Then suddenly after dinner..

CRAP!!
I saw a freaking bum there

I could have massage my foot when I was home

But mum..
You shouldn't have argued with me

This is how it look after I came back from the doctor
damn it..
He charged me RM 50
and he didn't even put any medicince on my freaking foot k?
All he did was look and wrapped my foot with some cheap elastic cloth

Doctor, you must be rich..

anyways..

Moving with one leg is really hard

I seriously kesian those disabled people now...
I wonder how I am gonna walk in the airport and carry my luagage on Friday..

P.S. I went to to trim my hair today.. My fringe is shorter and my hair is really short now.. Like shoulder length..

I'm not horny..

2009-01-11T08:02:00.000-08:00

I'm not horny

but I really need to post up something..

You know why?

If I don't

January is gonna end up with a few posts only and compared to the other months

it's like not balance

So,

I decided to talk bout aphrodisiacs

You can google bout it if you don't know what it is

but basically

It's like a thing that arouses people to be horny

Chocolate..

That's why your boyfriends always give you chocolates on nearly every occasion

He might give it to you because

you really love chocolates

it's a very cliche gift and can never go wrong

or he is hinting for something else

I have no idea at all but pumpkin is in the list.

Avocado

This thing is called balut

it's damn disgusting k?

it's like half fertilized duck egg kind of thing..

Mussels..

Yummy..

This is sure an aphrodisiacs

No kidding!!!!

I heard oysters can make people's boobs bigger too

Fion must have eaten lots of oysters

you horny big boobs biatch..

haha

Alcohol

Don't ask me whether gin is better or vodka is better

because all I know is too much alcohol can cause

erectile dysfunction

that's like a Spanish fly...

Wiki said it has aphrodisiacs in it.. lolz..

But if you are so desperate

go get yourself viagra..

It is sure to work

Lolz..

I'm seriously bored..

I have sleeping disorder..

2009-01-10T05:09:00.000-08:00

I have a chucking problem with my sleep cycle..

I don't sleep until the sun it up

so I sleep at 4 or 5 am..

No kidding..

It's not like I can control when I want to sleep

then I will wake up around 9 something to eat my hearty hearty breakfast

and go back to sleep again!!!!!

I have a sleeping problem..

I even overslept twice and miss out having breakfast with Justy before I leave for Perth..

I feel so bad

Then if my condition prolongs

I might miss tons of classes when I'm in Canning..

somebody help me??

I WALK!!! A LOT!!

2009-01-09T06:38:00.000-08:00

Sarah, Jesse and I walked all the way from somewhere my house to Premier 101

If you guys know where my house is

and you know how much we walked

shit far k?

but fun la

and my lungs are polluted

and I need to master the art of crossing roads..

Randomness

2009-01-04T23:39:00.000-08:00

Just feel the need to post something up since I'm stuck at most of the series due to the X'mas break in America..
Please celebrities..
Get back to work so I can watch my Gossip Girl and Desperado

Anyways..
One day a friend came to my house and we had this conversation

Friend : * switching the channels using the remote control and finally decided on 701 to watch Chuck*
Mien : Ew.. I don't want to watch Chuck.. It's so darn boring.
Friend : You watch it before?
Mien : No~
friend : then how do you know..
Mien : Duh I know.. The guy is not even good looking though the girl is kinda hot but I'm a girl.. I don't want to check out on another girl.
Friend : Jee.. Not everything that's nice on TV must be starred by good looking people.
Mien : That's not what I meant.. I watch CSI:NY and those actors are all that hot..

**silence** and we decided to watch what happens in Vegas

Isn't it true?
Look at series like 90210, Gossip Girl and Desperate housewives..
People love them because the stars look hot and and and
The storyline is totally scandalous..

I know i sound very shallow.. But I seriously have no interest in watching Chuck.. Doesn't appeal to me at all...
Maybe I'll like it ONE DAY!!!

P.S. I have two ulcers in the lining of my mouth and damn it!! I hate ulcers..

P.P.S. I'm starting to miss my friends.. Nore. Fion. Joash. Morgan. and bla bla bla..

I like~

2009-01-04T02:59:00.000-08:00

I like this dress..
I'm so short so I don't need the pants and can just wear it as a dress
OMG..
I love the red one..

I doubt we can find something like this in Kuching..
Tiered and ruffles..
v-shaped neckline
Am I right??

Tell me which color is the best..

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T08:18:00.000-08:00

I never really sit down and do a good new year post

so now!!
Here it is!!
The things I've done in 2008:

I sat for SPM
And still dreading about my results

Had lots of ups-and-downs with Lodgians..
In my class especially..
But still manage to fix things up with some people
not all

Rediscovered my close friend way back in Form 3..
It's more like I've found a new family

Ya Nore!!!
Thanks for being such a wonderful friend to me throughout 2008
We have been through lots of ups-and-down in our friendship but
I'm looking forward to have a blast with you in Perth in 2009 k?

Made a new friend whom I share pretty much common things with..
and never thought that we would click but we did

Take care gal

All the best in KL

Attended Leo Forum in KK

And had fun

But we didn't win the award we expected to win

Had my very last splurge on the last day of 2008

Performed in School Musical Evening

Did the Arimino Hair Show and got scolded by mum

Got a new hairstyle

Before

After

Currently looks like this

Had to decide between NZ and Perth

and decided on Canning College in Perth

and spent lots of quality time with my besties camwhoring

That's more or less what I did in 2008

and my new year's resolution is simple

sweet and short

1. Love God

2. Love family

3. Good grades

4. Lose weight

5. Be a better person

Tagged by Fion

2008-12-31T21:50:00.000-08:00

Tagged :

How old are you?
17 turning 18

Are you single?
YES!

In what age do you think you'll get married?
Don't know.. Maybe I want to stay single

Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
I am single now

If not, who do you want to marry?
erm.. Chad..

Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
All 3

Your ideal motive?
what motive?

Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
Europe..

How many guests do you think you'll invite?
I don't know.. All those who love me and those that I love

Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
Extravagant yet simple

Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?
Traditional

How many layers of cake do you want?
Many many layers and all the layers are edible..
P.S. I won't bake for Fion

Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
HOTEL

When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Morning in church evening in hotel for the reception.. Isn't it always like that?

You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
Both can do.. Depends on my groom

Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
Grand entrance for me

Name the song you like to play on your wedding.
I don't know

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night

Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
I want a heavy one..*IMAO*

Describe your ideal husband/wife?
Loyal. Good looking.. broad shoulders.. tall.. loving.. smart.. Honest.. haha..

Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
I want my hubby to cook for me

Champagne or red wine?
both

Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Right after

Money or household items?
Money.. can buy anything I like

Who will pay for the bills?
split it la..

Are you ready for married life?
NOPE

Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
Yup!!

Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
Duh~ cause I want him to be true to me too

How many kids would you like to have?
erm.. depends on my groom oso right

A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
New

What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
International

Will you record your honeymoon in VCD/DVD?
Maybe be some short video clips.. not recording the whole trip..

Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
Kimberley Tan
Sammy Aw
Crystal Sim
Sidney Tan
Natty

Congrats, PMR-ers

2008-12-31T12:38:00.000-08:00

The results just released not long ago..

So yeah!!

Congrats all PMR people
especially to Kimberley Tan!!!

Don't even know why you are worried bout your PMR results..
You are sure to pass with flying colours
All the best in 2009

pray for Nore Nore and my results k?

I got it!!!! FINALLY!!!

2008-12-31T12:16:00.000-08:00

I LOVE my dad!!

I have to stress this..
I love love love LOVE love LOVE my dad..
He sunddenly decided to bring me to IT Fusion on the last day of 2008 to buy my laptop.

Seriously..
I've never thought my dad was serious about it because
1. I am a total computer dumbo. Totally can't handle something so canggih like Macbook
2. we are paying way more for Macbook as compared to other kinda laptop like Toshiba for maybe the same thing..
3. it's definitely more expensive than my sister's laptop and it's not gonna be fair for her..
4. I don't do any design or whatever. I can't even use photoshop

But whatever..
I didn't care..
I went there with him

Then the guy, Moorey
said that the RM 4,799 one is out of stock
I have to wait for a few days..

Then suddenly my dad was like
"k.. get her the RM5,899 one"
then he turned to me and said
"gal, is that fine with you?"

My jaw dropped..
I'm like shocked k?

really damn shocked!!!

I always thought that I'm getting some 2k or 3k laptop to last me a few years

OH EM GEE!!!!
DADDY!!!
I love you...

I can't stress it enough..
I love you, dad!!!

From now on, I will study hard for u k?
I will not go out that often k?
I will learn to save money for u k?

I mean really..
I was so shocked..
until now!!!
My parents are real simple people..
They don't dine in fine dining restaurant
don't splurge on extravagant goods like LV and GUCCI..

OMG!!
I'm still in real shock..

So now, I'm gonna read the manual and learn how to use that Macbook..
Although I've already spent 2 hrs at IT Fusion learning to use it..

DAMN.. That was my very last splurge in 2008..

Happy new year people!!!

BY THE WAY,
I HAD A BLAST DURING NEW YEAR'S EVE THIS YEAR!!!

New Fetish

2008-12-29T21:14:00.000-08:00

I have a new fetish for series...

I have been watching all sort of series using my computer during the holidays.

but the downloading part sucks!!!!!!

Thanks to Leo for supplying me some series.. Lolz!!
You rock man!!!

90210!!
IT'S SO DAMN NICE!!
The stars look good and the lifestyle of the people is so luxurious

Desperate Housewives!!
Even though Eva Longoria became fatter in Season 5...
I still like her acting!!!

Lipstick jungle
It's not as nice as Desperate Housewives or Cashmere Mafia
but still nice enough to kill time..

Gossip Girl..
frigging nice k?
Serena is like a perfect goddess
But I'm stuck at ep 13 Season 2
I want Lily and Rufus together and
Bart Bass died!!

By the way,
I went to watch Ip Man with my friends back from Perth yesterday

Han: Hey, let's go watch Ip Man( he read it has Yip Man.. Like how the Canton people pronounce it)
Mien: What's that? We go watch the canton movie la.. the one bout Bruce Lee's teacher one.. cause I just watched Bedtime Stories the night before
Han: Ya la.. the Canton movie you are talking about is Ip Man
Mien: huh? Not I. P. Man meh~ ( you know what I mean?? I read it in English as in "I PEE MAN")
Then he looked at me with that kind of furious looks.. Because he knows no Mandarin and know that we are supposed to read it as Yip Man in canton not I PEE MAN..

Haha..

Anyways.. Movie was okay.. not bad la..

Christmas!!!

2008-12-26T13:47:00.000-08:00

I had a blast for this year's Christmas..

Thanks a lot to Eleanore and family..
Especially to Nore's mum for inviting me to her house for the multiple Christmas dinners..

I feel FATTER now

lolz!!!

Will update soon when I get the photos from Nore.
Miss ya gals..

By the way, Joash, Fion and Nore came to my house today
I know my house very bring and small la.
but we had fun
I'm so jealous of Joash. He eats a hell lot but still so skinny..
haha..
Love ya boy!!

UPDATE LATER!
Choaz.

Happy boxing day.. Merry belated x'mas and happy new year!!!

Fion's House

2008-12-23T06:51:00.000-08:00

I went to Fion's house today with Nore, Joash and Morgan..

Oh Em Gee..

It's like so fun k?

We watched haunted apartment and Wild Child..

OMG!!
So much screaming from Fion and I

All 5 of us gobbled now like this huge huge huge HUGE PLATE of fries

I can feel the outbreak of pimples all oer my forehead now

Wild Child is an awesome movie.

And Fion,
I love your mum's cooking..

And I sing like a frog..

chaoz~
I miss you all girles..
ya.. Morgan and Joash are considered my girlies too..

My only regret was
NO CAMWHORING!!!

I heart X'MAS!!

2008-12-20T05:20:00.000-08:00

I'm so effing and chucking busy now!!!

Preparing for people's x'mas presents
and trying to organize a small x'mas gathering..

Haha~
I'm so into Gossip Girl now that I swear in the Chuck Bass language

E.G.
You are such a Basshole
What the chuck..
or damn that mother Chucker..

What a good name right..
CHUCK BASS

gtg..
X'MAS PRESSIES!!!!!

Kamasutra In school

2008-12-19T07:05:00.000-08:00

This was taken during study leave

Haha..
Alex, please don't kill me..
or Desmond..

So cute~

Tried and failed miserably

2008-12-17T14:15:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning pretty early..
Before my parents woke up.. So, I decided to surprise them by "making breakfast" for them..
So, I used this package thingy I found in the kitchen to make pancake...
cause the instructions behind make it sound so chucking easy.. Just mix the powder in the box with water then fry it on the pan on top of the induction cooker..
No hassle.. no bussle..
no need to be scare of explosion because you didn't turn off the gas and bla bla bla..

and indeed.. I failed.. MISERABLY

NONE of the pancake is not burnt

it looks black BLACK BLACK!!

and my parents woke up cause the house smells like it is on fire..

SORRY MUM AND DAD...
I CAN'T COOK!!!!!

p.s. We threw away all the pancakes.. :'( sorry.. kids in Africa..

Tagged by Sidney

2008-12-16T03:03:00.000-08:00

Rules & Regulations:

Do not copy answers
Tag questions must be 100% same
Tag people before doing the tag

I tag:

Fion Wong
Sidney Tan
Jesse Song
Sarah Ngui
Teo Yee
Danielle Zoe
Samantha Aw
Anastasia
Joash Kong

How do you know 1? (Fion Wong)
same school.. Then got closer because I'm close to Nore

What would you do if you never meet 2? (Sidney Tan)
erm.. I'll.. I don't know.. Never learn how to do Math because he's freaking good at Math..
Then motivate me to be kiasu.

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated? (Jesse & Sarah)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. hard to imagine that and it's rather impossible..

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? (Teo Yee and Zoe)
Jeez.. That's like so lesbian.. And definitely not a good couple

Do you think 7 is attractive? (Samantha Aw)
Yup.. Sweet and pretty girl...

Tell me something about 9 (Joash Kong)
He dares to dream and is inspired to be a model.. Love him muchos for that.. But if he happens to be a designer for Victoria's secret.. I'll definitely buy his designs.. haha..

What's 1's favourite past time? (Fion Wong)
Dancing..

What language does 2 speak? (Sidney)
english,chinese, hokien, Singlish and bla bla bla..

Who is 3 going out with? (Jesse)
should be Sarah, Morgan.. The usual gang i guess..

How old is 4? (Sarah Ngui)
17..

When was the last time you talked to 5? (Teo Yee)
in ash's party.. last tues

Who is 6's favourite singer? (zoe)
Chris Brown

Would you date 7? (Samantha)
DEFINITELY.. {that sounds gay}
No lar.. What I meant by date is I'll spend time with her.. We are good friends..

Is 8 single? (Anastasia)
so NOT

What's 9's last name? (Joash)
KONG!!!

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? (Fion Wong)
NAH~ She's taken

Which school does 2 go to? (Sidney Tan)
Anglo Chinese School

What do you like about 3? (Jesse)
He's like a girl friend to me but not gay at all.. and he's totally cool about any topics we girls are into.. haha.. when we met.. we will go like..
"OH EM GEE!!!!!"
"LOOK AT YOUR NAILS.."
get it?

My worst purchase ever..

2008-12-14T19:53:00.000-08:00

Well, not really like the worst ever la.

Just one of my worst purchase

For me, It's a sheer waste of money.
I spend a frigging 35 bucks buying a stupid book
that can't even help me to save money

STUPID!!
I bought it in the neginning of the year.
thtne after 1 month
it is sold 27 bucks only

then not long after that
I found out pizza junction is giving it away for free if you order a pizza..

wat the??!!

everything I said here is merely based on my personal opinion
please dun sue me " My privilege Book"

in MY opinion,
it's super useless..
I barely use any of the coupons inside..

Because most, well some of the privileges are like
get 10% discount when you spend RM 200 and above in a single receipt..

Or get a hair wash when you choose a chemical treatment which will cost like 200++

My privilege book is only like 1% used.

so people,
my privilige book is a total useless piece of junk(for me)

I hope I won't get this sort of scam again next time when I go shopping..

Ashley's Party

2008-12-14T07:28:00.000-08:00

I don't usually upload a full body picture
because I'm FAT!!

Arrived there and met Norey and Fion!!

Norey, Andre, Morgan and me..
Andre looked freaking good that night and morgan you dun look like a waiter.. Don't worry!!

Kim is tall.. as usual..

Honestly Des, you look shuai that night

Please don't stare at Nore's longkang.. I know it's deep
haha..

Bryan still skinny even tough he went to Melb for a year..

My girlies and Andre..
Ger looks pretty in dress..
Zoe and Kim look pretty too..

Sidney, bring me to Sydney!!!

Joash.. tall and skinny!!
But i love him!!

Justy is pink

3 vain girls
it's not everyday, us girls get to dress up and take pics k?

And went to links and camwhored with Joash!!

I'm starting to miss Norey and the others..

Last but not least, Happy Birthday Ashley!!!

I'm Tagged by FION

2008-12-14T06:29:00.000-08:00

According to your age (17), list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.

I'm very fussy with my everyday food but if I'm out with friends or in a party I will eat anything.
I don't like to drink anything but plain water. (most of the time)
I'm a sushi lover
I'm anti ah liens and ah bengs. VERY! they shia soi Chinese only.
I despise smokers
I'm NOT a technology savvy person.
I don't know how to photoshop. And I wish I know how.
I hate people that backstab their friends. God damn it! Just say right in their face what's wrong with them.
I love desserts. Most girls love desserts anyways.
I bake and do not cook. Ya, Fion!! I bake, not my mum.. (Not a good baker la)
I have this mild phobia of touching raw meat. Especially red meat.
I love musicals. Good ones.. Can't stand horror movies.
I think Robert Pattinson is cute and Chuck Bass is a hot bastard.
I camwhore? I think lots of people know that.
I never like my hair to be so damn straight like it always is..
I try to make peace with everyone.
I hate people who like to show off and the very very kiasu kinda people.

Bestest moments after SPM

2008-12-10T08:25:00.000-08:00

I went to Nore's house on the 4th of Dec..
Right on the last day of SPM

this picture is an inside joke
It's a steamboat dinner with only the ten of us
but only got 7 in the pic

a sumptuous spread of food

and I had a last minute sleepover

trying to wear that boot
and Nore and I camwhore to the max..

Slept at 5.30 am and woke up at 1pm..

haha.. That's the fun thing bout sleeping over right..

you paint your nails
Slip on different outfits
take pictures with the self timer

At least that's what we did

so, pictures time..

Jesse said I look naked

bimbo?

decent and kuai

trying to be macho

we love you!

our ah lien/lala moments:

look at me.. pink leggings.. ew.. haha..

Anyways.. I have uploaded all the pictures in my facebook...
Thanks Norey for throwing a party for us to get together and have fun..

Twlight

2008-12-05T09:48:00.000-08:00

I went to watch Twilight with my friends a few night ago
and
DAMN

I was disappointed

I don't know whether it was because the movie itself was sucky

or I was so distracted by my surroundings

Speaking of the movie

It's not as good as the book

The girl.. Kristen Steward
can't act
I knew it
I knew she couldn't act when I watched Jumper

Don't get me wrong
I don't like her
not because she a her
because she can't act
and it's so unfair
she still get to act with those hot ang mos
like
Robert Pattinson
and hayden Christensen

Teo Yee was right
she only had one expression throughtout the whole movie
and her voice was very very low
doesn't sound like Bella
and it makes certain part when she talks so boring
my friends had to miss call each other to kill time

But I think Edward is good
He's a good actor
ever since Harry Potter
I was hoping to see him in a new movie

I like this part when Edward brought Bella up to a tree

He's good and cute right...
the movie didn't even explain much
they didn't even mention why Edward's pupil colour varies

Another reason I couln't enjoy the movie was the stupid audience
when the movie started
The people in front of me were moving up and down
in and out
talking loudly and bla bla bla
DAMN!
don't u guys know that it's a cinema
then got ppl had to scream through their God damn phone to talk
Why even bother buying a ticket to watch the movie

Because it was a Wednesday night
I so darn couldn't enjoy
Worse was I forgot my glasses
everything was a blur
and the crowd of inconsiderate audience is so annoying
I couldn't stand the Malay girls screaming when they saw Edward
(I'm not racist. It's just happen so they are Malays)

Then when near the ending
when Edward wanted to kiss Bella at the ball
Some Chinese dude behind me fell from his seat with his gf
BAP!!!!
it was super loud
and everyone turned to look at them instead of the screen
they still have the guts to stand up and went
"dui bu qi.. dui bu qi.."
It means sorry

So embarrassing k?

my advice:
Don't watch the movie if you have read the book
if u have read the book
just but a cetak rompak disc and watch k?

and dun go on a Wednesday night

we are not going to enjoy watching it on Wednesday

ONE DAY

2008-12-05T07:17:00.000-08:00

I am so darn stupid

I keep telling myself
one day
one day

one day
I will be so over all these

One day
I will get to do what I want to

One day
I don't have to live with proverty

One day
I can be happy

One day
I can live without complaining

One day
I will go straight up and say it right in his/ her face

One day
I have the freaking guts to throw tantrum at him/her

One day
I will do something that I am happy to do

One day
I will find out who I really am

But I know that than ONE DAY
it's a long long time to come
or
I might never find that ONE DAY

A Precious Gift

2008-12-03T19:35:00.000-08:00

On the last day of school, Mrs. Ngu gave me a package
There's this little book that says the bible and another book for my parents.
She specially said it's for my dad..
How nice

The bible booklet for me

She wrapped it..

And inside it is this book
"Is there God?"
Cause she knows that My dad is a free thinker.. This is for him

But.. Suddenyl.. when we opened the book.. It's in Mandarin.. Haih~ Daddy doesn't read Mandarin..

As a filial daughter.. I'm gonna use my hols and translate it for him.
Ya.. No kidding.. I'm translating it..
Dad!!! You better accept Christ one day!!!

Thank you Mrs. Ngu.. It's so thoughtful of you..
She's like the best Add Maths teacher cause I never have other Add Maths teacher and and and she spreads gospel.. and and and.. she made 5B cried during the last day of school
her speech was so touching..

anyways.. I baked brownies today..

To celebrate that Nore has finished her SPM!!!
(I stole a small bite)

WEE!! We are all officially done with SPM..
Done with Malaysia damn stupid education system
Done with high school and ready to embark into college
DONE!

so damn gross

2008-12-03T11:55:00.000-08:00

Yuck!! That's what my mum found in the intestine of a raw octopus while she was preparing for dinner k?
Now you know why the buck I can't freaking touch raw meat
Cause something that gross night pop out.. eww!!!

lalala

2008-12-02T07:15:00.000-08:00

This song expresses exactly how I feel nowadys..
Exactly.. Except I don't have a pair of Jimmy Choo

"T-Shirt"

Hey

[Verse 1]
Try'na decide Try'na decide
If I really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without ya
Not sure I remember how ta

Gonna be late Gonna be late
But, all my girls don't have to wait 'cause
I dont know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet

[Chorus]
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you

Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay

With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on

Hey

[Verse 2]
Gotta be strong gotta be strong but Im
Really hurtin now that you're gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldnt get past the door and

Now I dont know, now I dont know If Im
Ever really gonna let you go
And I couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it

[Chorus]
Nothin feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin' you

Im'a step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay

With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
('cause I missed you, 'cause I missed you)
With nothing but your T-shirt on
(said I missed you ... baby)

[Repeated On Verse 2]
Now I dont know, now I dont know If Im
Ever really gonna let you go
And I couldnt even leave my apartment I'm stripped down, torn up about it

[Half Chorus]
Nothing feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you

Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay

[Chorus]
Nothing feels right when Im not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off 'cause I feel a fool
Try'na dress up when Im missin you

Imma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay

With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on

[Song Ending]
nothing but your T-shirt on
ooh let me tell you no
nothing but your T-shirt on
ooh let me tell you no
nothing but your T-shirt on

p.s. I resume to dancing again.. Just not ballet this time.. It's supposed to be ballroom dancing but I don't know why the teacher slot me in a line dancing class with a bunch of old people adults..

Anyways I wanna switch to the ballroom dancing class..
I need jive and rhythm to move around
I want to learn ballroom
I want a man to lead me to move
haha.. jk jk
anyways.. I learning modern dancing this fri..
After weeks of pleading my mum..
And I plan to visit my ballet teachers again
before I leave..

It's OVER!

2008-12-01T08:39:00.000-08:00

9 days

44 hours and 45 minutes
2685 minutes
It's that much time for us to complete
12 subjects
24 papers

and now!!!!

SPM IS OVER!!!!

I'm so freaking happy

I can't wait for Nore and the others to finish their SPM
so we can all hang out together..
Tonight I went out with a friend and watched Bolt
kinda boring but ok ok lar..
nothing special

Anyways, while my parents have been digging into this chocolate with alcohol filling which I've refrained myself from eating because of SPM
Finally today.. I get to indulge in this sinful midnight craving
and have my very first dash of alcohol ever since Rainfest
haha..

p.s. I'm not an alcoholic..
I just taste the strong dark chocolate and very very light liquor

NOW!!

I dun have to cram in Sej

and ended up cam whoring

I can so concentrate on my holidays plans
go hang out with my friends
go swimming
dance dance dance
lose weight
buy my bikini
watch movies
and get my normal sleeping cycle back!!!

rah~

2008-11-28T07:46:00.000-08:00

I lost my holiday job
as a Mitshubishi car show girl
dun get me wrong
it's not like I'm so inspired to be a model or something
I know I'm fat, short and ugly

Just that the cash was GOOD~~~
Now my parents are so happy
they are happy that I'm out of job
they think the job is not decent
wat duh~

Then now...
I lost the RM 720 I'm supposed to earn in just 6 days
by giving out paper and brochures about the car
damn it

Now my wishlist of buying that
strappy black heels
my little black dress
my x;mas party
my iPod shuffle
my hols gifts to ppl
All my plans
are all GONE

I dun like to ask money from my parents..
That's the thing

JEEZ
I need cash
RAH~~~~why dad?? why?!!

but but
BUT

The good thing is
I get to spend time with my friends and family

Haha
Quite a relief

The only thing is NO cash..

OMG~

2008-11-27T11:53:00.000-08:00

OMG!!
i GOTTA FOCUS ON MY aCCOUNTING PAPER.
i'M LIKE WATCHING MOVIES AND GOIN ONLINE AT HOME

all the time..

cannot waste time liaw...
My aacounting sucks..

Anyways, I am like super kan cheing to finish SPM

I'm aledi thinking what to buy for my friends for X'mas
Keep surfing the net to get some ideas what to buy for x'mas

What to buy for mum
What to buy for Dad
What to buy for Mei
What to buy for friends..
hm...
What to buy for a guy who loves music
What to buy for a guy who travels a lot
What to buy for my bestie cuz she has everything
hm..

Should I throw a X'mas party at home since my parents are away during x'mas?
If I have a party should I let them try out my virgin cooking??

Should I buy myself a new dress?

Should I subsidised myself for the Macbook Dad is gonna get me?

Should I get my iPod shuffle cause I feel bad..
I've been using that iPod video for so long all by myself when I'm supposed to share it with Mei
Mei do you mind using the old iPod Video??
(I know.. I have the lousy obsolete iPod video but I;m happy with it.. thought it's screwed up now)

OMG..
so much to think
so much stuff to do
so little time left in KCH
so little time to learn dancing

WORST!
so much to study when everyone went to watch twilight today

WTF?!!
I need a break..
I need more time
I need more cash
I need a car
Or maybe I need a guy who can drive
haha..

most importanly

I NEED TIME

PS. somebody please tell me whether Twilight is nice..
Like is it worth watching in the cinema.. Thanks

Tagged!

2008-11-26T02:35:00.000-08:00

got tagged by crystal

1. WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF YOU HAD A BABY WITH THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?

Raise he baby myself or dun have sex before marriage lar!!

2. What's the most important part of a relationship? Why?
spending time.duh~ you want to have a bf that you only see him like an hour a week??

3. Last person you blocked on MySpace?
no myspace

4. Do your parents force you to go to church?
not really but my mum will be unhappy if i dun go and i like going to church

5. How are you feeling?
fucked up for accounting on mon

6. Would you date the last person who posted this?
no

7. Do you say sorry first?
yes unless it's my mistake but usually no...

8. Who's in you profile picture with you?
me myself and i

9. Name a lyrics from the last you listened to.
can't remember

10. What time did you get up this morning?
12 noon

11. Are you afraid of falling in love?
YES!!

12. What did you wear today?
shirt and shorts

13. Contact lense, or glasses?
none. but my eye sight is not 2020

14. How many windows are open on your comp?
1 but 6 tabs

15. What are you gonna after this?
watch tv

16. Do you like to cuddle?
depends who and how..

17. How tall are you?
SHORT

18. Do you like someone? Does their name start with A, K, M, J, B, Z?
YES! I'm in love with Nate from Gossip girl

19. Do you like hugs?
definitely

20. Look to your left, what do you see?
my mum

21. What is the one thing that you would love to happen tomorrow?
some easy essay thing for est

22. Would your parents get pissed at you if you came home smashed?
what do you mean by smashed?

23. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
I depise smokers

24. Do you think you've made a difference in anyone's life?
NAH~

25. Is there a girl that knows everything or most things about you?
Erm.. maybe

26. Who was the last person you had a call longer than 7 minutes?
I dun time myself when I talk to ppl

27. How often do you hold back what you are thinking?
not very often. I'm straight forward and I dun think before I act or say smth...

28. Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
yup.. be a dunmb blonde for a day and I look like a freaking ah lien with fried hair

29. Is something bothering you now?
accounting

30. Is it hard leaving people behind?
depends who

31. What are you excited for?
everything after spm..

32. What was the last thing you spent money on?
Food?

33. Is there one song that reminds you of a certain time which you clearly remember?
Yup. I'm yours

34. When did you do something you knew was wrong?
today

35. Where were you last night?
accounting tuition then came home and watch tv

36. Last non-alcoholic beverage you consumed
yogurt drink

37. Was it adude or dudette that texted you last?
Dude.

38. name something you;re doing tomorrow.
Exam.

39. Does your phone normally ring in the middle of the night?
Yup.. all the time.. or sometimes..

40. IS there something you want to tell someone?
YES

41. Is there someone you'll never forget?
duh!!!

42. Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up?
Not relly

43. Do you think you're too smart?
I think I'm too dumb

44. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
if i say my lips still virgin you believe??

45. Have you ever held hands with anyone?
ya..
46. Have you changed this year?
Yup.. I've gained a lot of weight this year

47. Do you love the last boy/girl you talked to?
Eleanore Tan

48. Is there a secret you never told your parents?
Definitely..

49. What's something that can always make you feel better?
DANCE! GOOD MOVIES AND CHILLING WITH FRIENDS

50. Have you worn the opposite sex's clothing?
nope.. even he asked me to do so
51. Who was the last person to come to your house?
my aunts

52. Have you ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
nope.. told you my lips virgin.. you believe??

53. Have you done anything in 2008, that you regret badly?
YA!!!! for taking up the God damn accounting

54. What artist are you listening to now?
not listening to anything

55. If your ex say he/she hated you, you say:
Bastard.. You are a fucking God damn arse loser and I don't need you.. Far better off to be without you.. Hate me more, please..

56. What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
drink water

57. Does anything hurt on your body?
my heart :(

I tag:
whoever who reads this

Sex in an underwear

2008-11-25T11:45:00.000-08:00

This thing is called fundies..
It's an underwear for two..
wow!!
how awesome is it to get this from your partner

OMG

2008-11-24T04:35:00.000-08:00

OMG..
Never underestimate the SPM papers

The Bio is super duper hard..

And my bio sucks during my whole two years life in Lodge
I regret so so so much for not working harder so Biology
I regret starting studying Bio only the night before the damn paper..

I'm so stressed over Physics now.. What if it is harder than Bio???

DAMN!!!

Then when everyone starts to enjoy tomorrow fater Physics paper

I'll have to work my ass off for accounting..
I have never done a full paper of accounting before..
As in the type like the real exam kinda paper..

GOD!!!
Save me!!!

Why??!!!!

why???!!!

why I so kepo..
go take extra subject??????

ARGH!!!!!

I'm stressed because I can sit down for more than 15 minutes to get the damn Physic concept in my damn head

why we need to study this guyish subject?!!!

1st of Dec please come soon!!!!!
Or not so soon so I can have more time to study..

MY FRUSTRATION IS BEYOND DESCRIPTION!!!

during SPM??

2008-11-14T02:30:00.000-08:00

I think I should get an award for sleeping...

I slep at 9pm then owke up aroung 7am the next morning... After breakfats I slep at 10am Then I woke up at 2pm smth for late lunch and slept from 4pm to 11pm at night..
Wow!!!

How manyhours is that and yesterday wasn't the only day like dat??

What's wrong with me?

Don't I even bother studying anymore?

Don't I know that my Bio sucks and need more studying..

For God's sake I'm only like chapter 3 in Bio.. the part where water move in and out of the cell.

CRAP!!
my Bio results suck since I was form 4.
I dun wanna let Cikgu Anita down.. she's so nice

I've been watching come canton series online too..

OMG?!!!

I must go to church tomorrow and pray my heart out..
God is great and He'll bless me..

Yay!!

Recently my post are all words and dun have my camwhoring pics.. so now..
I shall post a new old pics of me.. :)

I miss Felicia..
Remember the jungle man?? the diamond embedded underwear?? and the wateva we owes laugh about during PJK lesson? The flinestone socks??

In nore's aunt house.. I went there for the X'mas dinner.. so much fun..

And One more thing.. I have been watching nigahiga and Kevjumba videos on youtube..
ever since we finished our Sej paper..haha

I love nigahiga and kevjumba.. Fred is just annoyingly funny.. I like his videos too..
I know Nore loves Fred.. TROPICAL!!!!

OMG!!! Need to study!!!

16 more papers to go for me.. Thanks to accounting..

Super long ranting post

2008-11-13T13:18:00.000-08:00

This is a super long ranting post..

I'm going to rant all I want

Just feel like being a bitch right now..

Dun read if you dun want to..

There are so so so so many things that I cannot stand but I just can't take it anymore

Seeing that Sejarah paper is over.. I'm like so happy

I dun even know why our stupid education department make us study sej
it's not like we are going to be more patriotic or anything after we study Sej
since when you haerd a student went
"oh.. I LOVE malaysia now
our ancestors fought like bermati-matian for it"
"Malaysia is great
so smart to get merdeka thru rundingan.."

SINCE WHEN?!

we only hear people say
" our Sej is so censored and bias lar..
we dun even need this in the future"

nevertheless.. I like our Sej teacher
she's so nice.. she even sms me to wish me luck the nite before SPM..
Even I NEVER score for Sej
She's still so nice..
Most importantly she's not NOT not a bias teacher....

I shouldn't be like complaining bout Sej.. I'm so scare I didn't do well in it
God bless me!!!!
Please!!
Don't let me fail Sej for SPM.
I don't want to be jinxed for SPM
I nearly burst into tears when I tok to my mum thru the phone after Sej paper 2

Speaking of parents
I've seen so many parents
Adults lar..
And I mus say there are so parents that are just ridiculous

"What did you get ar.. for your chem???"
Then after I answered.. Turn to his or her son or daughter
"you ler you ler"

Don't come up to me and say" No lar.. I dun like to compare my kids with other ppl's kids"
Then why ask for people's resutls for every single subject then the next second I've answered turn and ask your own child..
If this is not comparing then what...

Then got some adults that just can't wait to know how much money your family has
Then they wanna know what kinda hse you stay in
What car do your parents drive
What is the brand of your watch
how many branded clothes you have in your wardrobe..
I f you have a decent number of everything...
YES!!! you are like kinda on par to be their kid's friend but you cannot be on par with them
If you have more than them or better thigns than them
They will better better ones and more EXPENSIVE ones that yours the next minute

Then got some that is hilarously worse and funny
they call you up and say that their child no longer like you because you are like this and like that
and tell you to be friends with their child
because you people are like the OUTCAST
then say dun tell your child that you called me
WTF????!!!!
What makes your child so so so wonderful that he or she or it donesn't like me anymore
and I need to be the one who compromise first and try to make it like me again
and be nice with it
Make me tell your lovely child that
"Hey dude!! I know you dislike me but I wanna be friends with someone who doesn;t like me."
I mean I love being your friend
but after your parent called me
It's just so WEIRD K?
how can they call and invaade your social life and WORSE
invade my peace of mind a few days before SPM
If you dun like me you can tell me straight you know
so I can like reflect and be someone nicer
isn't that what friends are supposed to do
not turn their backs around and talk shit bout you

How come this kinda of adults are so immature
seeing that they are adults
I've seen really really really nice parents
They are so humble and nice
They are what I call SINCERE people

They dun judge you by the material stuff you have
and they teach their kids not to show off
they tell their kids dun back stab their friends
and they are really cool parents
They dun tell you that they are using a LV handbag like some parents
They buy it because they like using it
Not to show off to people
you can tell whether someone buy a LV because they like it or just to show off, rite
And this kind of nice parents are nice to you with no ulterior motives
They dun flaunt the IQ of their kids and start comparing right in front of your face and their kids' face
I mean if you dun care how I feel at least care bout how your child feel k?
I know my mum tends to do that a lot
she loves compare and contrast but at least she does it when my friends aren't around
Not only my mum
my relatives loves to compare with and my cousins

I don't know why
Is it that nice to know that your child is like smarter that your sister's child?
Some relatives are worse
I compare you child and the child of your another sister who is also my sister but you cannot compare your child and my child
I know it sounds confusing

Let me give you a scenario
Mary, Susan and Lily are sisters
Mary: Your child get what position in class ar
Susan: 5th lar
Mary: Lily's son get 3rd bor.. ur child and her son same age rite
Susan: her son smarter mar.. Your son ler? Get what in class..
Mary: Cannot compare one lar...

WTF?!!

Then there's this thing bout promises
My mum promised me that if I get a scholarship in Perth
I dun have to go Taylor's os KTJ
I dun mind KTJ
but it's like a prison
Don't you know that your daughter need freedom and fresh air?
I don't wanna go Taylor's
because there are so many Lodgians there
You knwo how I am treated in Lodge
I am not ill treated but neither I am nicely treated
And I got the freaking scholarship from Canning
You promised me that I could go~~~
You did that to Mei and you are doing it to me again
What's wrong with you?!!!!!!!!?????!!!!????!!!!

Then there are some people who think they know me so well
You might know me but you don't know me THAT well k?
If you dun feel like talking then dun pick up the damn phone
If you think seeing me is difficult then go freaking wash your eyes with salt water
If you think your words are God damn powerful then ask ppl to wordship you lar..
I know a lot of people dun like me
but whatever
High school is over and I'm so so so happy that it is
And I can't wait for SPM to be over
I only miss my close friends and some teachers
I pray to Gold that I will be a better person
But I dunno

And I dun like somkers
AR!!!!!
It's so annoying when you have to hold your breath when you walk pass someone who is smoking
I can't talk to people when they mouth smells like ciragrette

I still have tons to say
but whatever
I haven't started on any subjects yet
I tried studying for Bio and FAILED tremendously
I just can't MEMORIZE stuff.....

Good Luck, People!!!

2008-11-08T09:38:00.000-08:00

SPM is like 48 hours away..
I just wanna say Good Luck, Poeple..

I'm having big, HUGE ASS, gargantuan
Problems with Sejarah and Bio

I must go to church later.. MUST...

God bless me..

A few things I need to do within these few weeks:

Stop calling people and chit-chat thru the phone.. such a bad habit of mine
Stop watching TV...
Stop wasting time surfing the net reading useless information
Stop worrying my college stuff
Remember to call MMS to accept my offer to Canning b4 thurs
Do not apply to KTJ
Start sitting down and focus on studying(I have very very short span of concentration)
Pray harder

Good luck to all SPMers..

P.S.: I hope those MARA papers and stuff are zhun.. Esp for sej
I depend on them very very much.. *panicking*

My name..

2008-11-03T10:36:00.000-08:00

I am so so so freaking bored I went to google my name "Chang Mien"

Guess what I found..

Chang Mien Industries Company Ltd.

International Private company
11th/F 25 Sect 4, Jen Ai Rd., Taipei, , Taiwan
()886 02 2752 6561, 886 02 2752 6584 fax,
Primary SIC: Blast Furnaces And Steel Mills, Primary NAICS: Iron and Steel Mills
Description: Manufacturing: Manufacture and export of carbon steel and stainless steel coil and sheet"

Ya. I know.. WTF??!

SPM is like one more week and I'm happily googling my name instead of cramming in Sej like the other students..

Oxford

2008-11-01T03:31:00.000-07:00

I'm not talking about Oxford University.

but the shoes..

OXFORD!!!!

It's like a bit of heels a bit og pumps and a bit like boots..
I wanna get one of these tooo..

Three facts bout me..

2008-10-29T08:02:00.000-07:00

I got tagged by crystal and zoe

three names you go by:
Chang Mien, Mien, Long noodles.. I used to have lots of nicknames like lalat and chang ying(in mandarin, means flies)

three screen names you have had:
Mien, Chang, Chang Mien

three physical things you like about yourself:
erm.. this is a tough one..
hair, my left eye, my nose

three physical things you DON'T like about yourself:
fat, short, dry skin

three parts of your heritage:
my dad is a chinese my mum is a chinese both are hainanese..
so I'm like hainanese.. PURE hainanese but can't speak a single word in hainan

three things that scare you:
have sex with a stranger (ew...)
study
no money

three of your everyday essentials:
Jesus. handphones, internet

three things you are wearing now:
a pink tee, red shorts and my seiko watch

three of your fav artistes:
Jesse McCartney, Justin Timberlake, Wang Lee Hom
three of your fav songs (right now):
erm.. I'm Yours,
I barely listen to songs now..
three things you want in a relationship:
hot and passionate LOVE,
security
and words of affirmation
three things about the preferred sex that appeals to you:
nice bod not the gym workout type but the type that just exercise..u know.. not the huge muscle and mr universe kinda bod
nice eyes
height.. cause i'm short I dun wanna have midget kids..
three hobbies:
dancing, movies, reading
three things you wanna do badly right now:
finish SPM
go to somewhere alone for a vacation
have a smoking hot guy to hug me to sleep till the next morning
(my room is cold)
three careers you're considering:
Doctor??
a person who talks a lot and get paid??
a person who earns tons of cash??

three places you want to go on vacation:
Europe, US, New Zealand

three things you want to do before you die:
build my parents their dream house
travel around the world with my husband
get my first LV using my own money

three ways that you are steorotypically guy/girl:
crazy, dumb, gullible

three people you would like to see take this quiz now:
Sidney
fion
mei

I LOVE it..

2008-10-26T00:44:00.000-07:00

I LOVE it when Daddy spotchecks me in the middle of the night and found that I'm still awake he'll tuck me in and kiss me goodnight.. but that was a long time ago.. when I was really really young.
I LOVE it when I have the time of my life to indulge in my favourite cakes and desserts
I LOVE it when there's mega sales in Singapore or anywhere
I LOVE it when I get to buy a pair of new SHOES
I LOVE it when a small tub of Haagen Dazs appeared in front of my hotel room
I LOVE it when I get to dance on stage
I LOVE it when I get to buy my first pair of pointe shoe
I LOVE it when I bought my first pair of pointe shoes
I LOVE it when I get to dance in the dark
I LOVE it when someone surpirse me and take my breath away
I LOVE it when someone shows up with a birthday cake onfront of my house on my birthday
I LOVE it when someone dedicate a song for me
I LOVE it when someone does something really really special for me
I LOVE it when I get to dream bout something I like
I LOVE it when I sit for dancing exams-I know it's weird
I LOVE it when I lose weight
I LOVE it when I succeed at punking someone

I LOVE it when I get to see the ones I love everyday...

I HATE it .. part II

2008-10-26T00:23:00.000-07:00

you know I relly really hope that I can end the I hate it list but I can't..
Just let me go on with a few more and I will do the I-LOVE-it list..

I hate it when people invade my privacy
I hate it when people never give me a chance to justify myself
I hate it when I see ah Bengs and ah Liens
I hate it when I tried to call someone and the phone is off or engaged or wateva
I hate it when people can't just go straight to their point
I hate it when my mum repeats the stuff she say- don't get me wrong mum, I still love you..
I hate it because I'm technological idiotic
I hate it when girls are very attention seeking
I hate it when you wanna talk to me and can't get your things right
I hate it when people shout at me in public
I hate it when the internet is fucking slow
I hate it when I can't make up my mind on something
I hate it when too many things come at the same time
I hate it when people try to stir up something in my life like creating conflict between my friends and I
I hate it when I know that I might be leaving to somewhere I don't even know next year
I hate it when I feel stucked
I hate it when someone try to take away my loved ones
I hate it when some people just dun get it that
"I HATE IT when I can't really hate you but still love you....."
eg. my mum-she's so cute when she nags but too much of it just piss me off.. I love you mum..

I hate it that this list might never end and I look like a pathetic person or a SPOILT BRAT..
I'm not a SPOILT brat k?
I don't wear Branded stuff and I don't have a maid to layan me at home 24/7

I'm TAGGED

2008-10-25T23:23:00.000-07:00

I'm tagged by Anas..

And I don't really know how am i supposed to know I'm tagged.. and I asked Morgan this question.

Mien : Let's say I'm tagged right.. how am I supposed to know that I'm tagged?
Morgan: *laughs* you are tagged la
Mien : I know.. but how i know that I am tagged..
Morgan: you just said that u r tagged so U R tagged
Mien : I dun receive an e-mail or anything..
Morgan: *laughs even louder with Nore* just go to the person's blog and u see your name then u r tagged..

ya.. I know I'm like totally stupid at this..

Thanks anas.. for tagging.. haha.. still love ya..

RULES

1 . Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now .
2 . Don`t change your clothes , don`t fix your hair . Just take a picture .
3 . Post that picture with NO editing .
4 . Post these instructions with your picture .
5 . Tag 10 people to do this .

I din even untie my hair ar..

and I tag:
1. morgie morganda
2. Sidney Tan
3. Sarah Ngui
4. Jesse Song
5. clarice clay
6. Cheryl Chong
7. Asheby
8. Joash
9. Marvin manses
10. Owen Teo

I HATE it..

2008-10-23T11:12:00.000-07:00

I hate it when someone is trying to act all nice in front of me and start bad mouthing me behind my back..
I hate it when someone promise me something and did not even try to do that something for me.
I hate it when someone thinks that I will never find out about the stuff they say
I hate it when I feel being used by someone
I hate it when people try to take advantage of me
I hate it when people start to compare and contrast me with their whoever it is right in my face
I hate it when people look down on me and my family
I hate it when people smoke right in front of me.. Just say that I hate smokers
I hate it when people let me down
I hate it when people are so judgemental
I hate it when I'm forced to study Sejarah
I hate it when people lie especially those I care about
I hate it when my computer crashed and I'm like stupid in technology
I hate it when I have to touch raw meat
I hate it when I'm asked to shut up when I love to talk
I hate it when some people are so bias
I hate it when people ignore me
I hate it when people try to flaunt to me their finacial ability or other capabilities
I hate it when people try to menghasut my friends and I
I hate it when people are jealous
I hate it when people are kiasu
I hate it when people ask me to eat my ego where they can't eat theirs
I hate it when people purposely fart to make themselves look funny
I hate it when some people want to be so attention seeking
I hate it when I have to study though I love to learn
I hate it when someone try to hide something from me
I hate it when you did something and don't want to admit it
I hate it when some people don't understand me
I hate it when people snatch the stuff I like away from me. they just dun get it..
"Mine is mine.. urs is urs.. I can share but there's a limit to my sharing"
I just hate the moment when I have to hate something

The day before the last day of school..

2008-10-18T03:49:00.000-07:00

I went to Yasmin's house to bake.. for the teachers..
as a token of appreciation to their teaching and stuff..

From grocery shopping to sealing and packing the biscuits and making the cards..
It's all handmade..
Yamin and I did it all but her grandma owes came in to rescue a bit la..
Haha..

I really enjoyed tat day..

I know it looks like boobies

the first batch is very very tan.. kinda burnt.. but still taste nice..
Negro boobs

Look!! so cute..

Look at the cornflake cookies we made.. so nice!!

This is another kinda cornflake cookies..

then we started to pack it..

so happy to skip school..

the end product..

To be given to the teachers the next day...

STUCK!!

2008-10-11T20:50:00.000-07:00

I feel stucked..

As if there isn't enough space for me to breathe
for me to do what I want
for me to move on with life like it is something easy for me

People often say that we can't run away from our problems
even though our problems are hunting us

I dream bout something I fear of nearly every night
I dream something which isn't bad but I just don't want to face it anymore
sometimes I just feel anrgy with myself
I'm just so upset
but people say that I have to stay and deal with it

But sometimes I just feel like running away
to some private island ALONE

where nobody knows me
where I can do whatever I like

drinking a glass of champagne alone..

Indulge in fine dining ALONE
so I can eat like a pig
eat out my anger and frustration

Writing down my thoughts and my feelings
Tell God to heal my heart
Let out all the imperfections in life
the things that hurt me
the things that leave an emotional scar on me

Pamper myself with spa
forget all about responsibilities and the competition that we have to face in the reality world
forget all about studies and career
All about the future and what you wanna achieve tomorrow

to be like a kid again and run on the beach
leaving all the stress and shittiness of life behind
find the me who used to be happy and carefree

and be mersmerized by the sunset
reflecting bout my mistakes
just hoping that I will return to reality
and be braver and stronger to face my problems
and hoping that one day I will find my happiness..

P.S. screw SPM.... I'm so not gonna to score well for Sejarah and Bio.. Please God.. Bless me..

Is that food?

2008-10-07T10:43:00.000-07:00

Do you believe that those(above) are our Chinese Steamed bao which normally look like this?(pic below)

LOOK!!

It's NOT food, right?
YES!! It's the Chinese bao la..
Looks like decorative item.. It's longer food.. it's an art..

They have flavours like Crispy Taro Baoz, Tri Star Squid Roll, Sweet and Sour Fish Bao, Curry Mutton Steam Baoz, Onion Baoz, Crispy Sesame Baoz.

Look!! It's layered with ham..
This bao thing should really come to Kuching and kick Big Apple Donut ass...
I found it on http://www.mrbaoz.com.tw
If you can't read Mandarin, too bad lor.. look at the pics oso not bad wat..

Raya

2008-10-03T10:49:00.000-07:00

Raya visting..

Only took pics in Noor Saara's house..

Hah. I love the food in her house but I guess I'm allergic to santan..
Had diarrhoea the next day.. haha.. too much rendang..

Picture time:

Noor look so pretty that day..

Trying to kiss the arabian princess

Baking + Random

2008-10-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

The ingredients..

I baked not long ago.
During the week of raya holidays..
It's for Miss Chee's party.. Haha..

Yup eventhough I don't do any household chores at all but I still bake..
But I don't do the washing :)

camwhore a bit first.

My mini muffins.. trust me.. it's very small and cute.
I experimented with a few small ones..

yummy.. the vanilla choc chip muffin

look! the choc chips!!

then I made the medium size ones..

Then the big ones..

Look!! so cute.. Like a family..
the big papa, medium mama and mini kid...

The banana walnut cake.. this cake is huge~~~
gargantuan.. humongous.. macroscopic..

Spot the banana~~

Party~~

Look at the amount of food we have..

A very blur pics of all of us.. And I was damn full that afternoon..

Then decided to go to Manhattan's fish market with my friend that night for dinner..

I was so so so full..

P.S. I don't know what's wrong with me..
For the whole week of holidays while everyone is busy studying and doing add maths homework..
I was watching Gossip Girl..
So engrossed in the Twilight Saga..
Going out..
Filling my ever expanding tummy with Raya food..
AH!!!
Keep updating my movies-to-watch, series-to-watch and books-to-read list..
Haha.. No need to study liaw..

Pimples..

2008-09-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

Aiks!! I never need to worry about pimples until NOW!!!
Dunno saince God damn whenever is it.. My face tunred into this volcanic area.
There's this frequent outbreak of pimples on my forehead and cheecks area...

Volcano erruptions

Look!!!!

Soon to have acne..
I used to teased my friend that he has lots of pimple and should take care about his face..
And now..
Look at me..
Is this KARMA or wat?!!

PS: This is a damn stupid conversation between my dad and I.
Mien : dad, I wanna open this thing {pointing to a DVD drive}
Dad : k. install this one first k?
After installing the program using the disc..
Mien : y still cannot open one..
Dad : let me try..
After 30 secs..
Dad : Who says cannot open.. Nah the nero express thing is installled
Mien: but i can't open this thing..
Dad presses the open button and a disc tray come out from the dvd drive
Mien : NO! I mean I want to open the files saved in that external hard disk!!!
Dad : wat the.. it's a DVD drive not an external hard disk!! HAIYA YOU!!!!
And I laughed but Dad gave a very worrying sigh..
Dad : haih~~why u so suaku(means like someone very unknowledgeable.. like kampung ppl) one? Next time how to study overseas.. Haih~~

Yup!! I that stupid and dumb to mistaken a dvd drive and an external hard disk cause they both look the same to me..

It's coordinated..

2008-09-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

Yup..
It is coordinated.. to the colors of my toe nails..

My left hand is orange pink orange pink orange
and left foot is pink orange pink orange pink

my right hand is pink orange pink orange pink
and right foot is orange pink orange pink orange

How coordinated..

Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good.

Dedicated to my best housemate ever!!!

Another Rant

RAH!!!

BREATHE

Too fat for fashion

Merdeka!!

AWESOMENESS...

GAGA

MIA

Movie Craze!!!

Updates after a LONG time

SYTYCD videos again!!

Coolest Grandma Ever

Love This

Mei's cheesecake

argh!!

Hospital Attachment...

The BEST apple strudel..

HOME!!

I'm Going HOME!!!

Too Much snacks..

Indian Thriller

watch this

100th POST!!!

OH! So nice!!!

Happy Birthday, Dad!!!

PERTH!

Valentine's Day

When I feel emo

Chemistry Joke

chap goh mei

college

Meaningful

I need medical attention

This is for you!!!

My new room in Perth

urgh!!

I miss home*updated*

sorry

OH EM GEE

Rants on Perth

My last day in KCH

I found..

It takes two.... legs to walk...

I'm not horny..

I have sleeping disorder..

I WALK!!! A LOT!!

Randomness

I like~

Happy New Year

Tagged by Fion

Congrats, PMR-ers

I got it!!!! FINALLY!!!

New Fetish

Christmas!!!

Fion's House

I heart X'MAS!!

Kamasutra In school

Tried and failed miserably

Tagged by Sidney

My worst purchase ever..

Ashley's Party

I'm Tagged by FION

Bestest moments after SPM

Twlight

ONE DAY

A Precious Gift

so damn gross

lalala

It's OVER!

rah~

OMG~

Tagged!

Sex in an underwear

OMG

during SPM??

Super long ranting post

Good Luck, People!!!

My name..

I miss homeupdated